I have a Hard time!

Moshi-moshi..
Usami come back to posting. ^_^
Gomen ne.. If Usami seldom to post. It was 'cause Usami had Exams! The National Exam is near! So, Usami want to study..and studyhard. I don't want to disappointing all of my lovely people. Imma want to give the best result for them! Because, they are always support me. Doomo arigatoo gozaimasu! Love yuh guys ( ^ ▽ ^ )ﾉ ♥
Jaa, now Usami wanna shout out my social pressure. -sobs-


       Hmmp, WHY? Naze? Nani yo? ( ´ ____ ` )"
Usami couldn't like/love someone that from the REAL-LIFE. Imma always dazed on my character or character in Manga or Anime. Hiks.. Am I not normal ? NO! I don't want people call me like that! Noo... Even I said that I still can't change. Huwee~ That's my big problem. How could in the future I married with character in Anime just like the game animation? (I absolutely don't want that happen to me). Yeah, There is one of the crazy people in the world that married Nene in Nintendo game. =_____=" That's horrible. 


       Back scene.. ***
Usami was reading manga of mine in school. 
Usami: " Kyaaa~! This guy is totally cool, awesome! >w< " 
Friend A: " Whaa~ Yeah, but not much as my type. -,- " 
Usami: " Nani? He's handsome and good in cooking. >_< "
A few minutes later.
Usami: " Kyaa! What.. He's terrible.. He is suck.. but still cool. Uwooo! xD "  
Friend B: " Ckck.. If you over and over did like this. You'll never have a boyfriend. -__- " 
Usami: " Ekhh, O3O" No way! That's not true.. " -shocked-
Friend B: " I'm sure about it. You're definitely couldn't have one if you are like kid (like this). "
Usami: " Huh? -___- You just jealous to.. "
Friend A: " But, it's true Usami. You're not like the other normal girl. You have to change. "
Usami: " Waaa!! Oh no, I don't want that happen! Onegai, help me.. " -sobs-
Friend B: " Your personality have to change! " -clearly-
Usami: " What's with that? It's fine, ne.. " -bluff-
Friend A: " Oh, Of course not. Guy's type is not like you. More mature.. beautiful, and not maniac in Otaku-life.. "
Friend B: " Yup! Your world is in EARTH, not in the world of imagination or fantasy. Wake up, Usami!! " -pat my head-
Usami: " Ukkhh... You'll see, someday I'll be a ma-mature... Will it be happen?! " -sob and along with worried- 〰(◜ ⌂ ◝)〰  

       Hiks.. So, that is it. Any help (for me) ? Hoee.. (ʃ╦ ◠ ╦ʅ) What a shame..! 

Datte, Daijoubu!! Zettai daijoubu da yo! I'll definitely find the person that loves me so much. Amen.. The destiny is will be went by without we had realized it.

Ganbaru!! I'll do my best.. Wish me luck! ( ^ ▽ ^ )ﾉ ♥